How the time runs while I sit

It is today two weeks ago when I had my last day as an employee. Feels like forever ago.

Ever since I've been drowning in paperwork, motivation letters, business plan, website, social media, marketing, you name it. This morning I woke up at 5:30 and started it again: being worried about the future.

By now it is 9 o'clock in the morning and I've cleaned half of the apartment. I took part to a webinar and scheduled my next week's program. And in the middle of all that I realized, that it is Friday.

I've been mainly sitting inside the last two weeks. I try to make appointments in the city and meet people to get out of the flat, but mostly I notice that there are so many things still undone, that I cannot afford an hour of walking around and breathing fresh air. I try to be social -which right now means phone marathons- since I cannot find the time to actually go out to socialize and I've started to pay attention how social media gives us the feeling of being connected even when we really arent.

Luckily, this Friday my sister is coming over for the weekend. This means I get out of the door and think about other stuff. This weekend I will have a day off.

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